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Name: Lukas
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Birthday: 4/10/1984


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Tuesday, August 14, 2007

Lucky me- and by lucky I mean...

Great story here.

So I drive out to Maine with Anton to see the sights and climb the hills and shock the locals, etc. All of these things were greatly accomplished. What's better, is I was driving my little sister's Subaru Outback, making me practically a Mainer as 9-10 drive these wonderful litte organic-mobiles. The trip was great, check out the pictures...

My plan was to take my time driving back so I could stop halfway in Portville, NY, to tear up the mountains with an '07 CU Alum. I was taking my sweet time, stopping in the little Vermont towns to eat their maple candies and buy their stoneware mugs. I was a mere 20 minutes from my last stop in Benington, VT, right over the border into NY when something went wrong... about 5 engine lights all came on at once.

OK Pause. There were a couple possibilities here. I mean, maybe my Sube was thanking me for driving in the homeland and for letting her see all of her old friends from the plant. Maybe she was tired from the climb through thr mountains and needed a break- I chose the latter.

Play. So I stop the car on the edge of the road, and as I pull over I hear a very distinct knocking noise. Weird. I open up the hood, and because one of the lights was the oil light, I checked the oil. There was plenty of oil. So I opened the oil cap- smoke. Awesome. I jump back in the ol' captain's chair and try to start her up- but she refuses like a stubborn child- or maybe more like that girl that wouldn't go out with me no matter how many times I asked her. I decide the sensible thing was to find a place to tow her to, so I start calling around.

Oh my goodness. I called every Subaru dealer in the area, and find only one that will maybe take her the next morning in Albany about 20 miles away. Because it was a weekend, not many places were open. I call a tow, and wait 2 hours for the rig to show up...

We finally drop the car off and I trek 10 minutes to the cheapest motel I could find (I checked on 6) and settled on "America's Best Value Inn" weighing in at mere $80. More like "America's Best Rip-Off Inn"... I enter my "non-smoking" room that smelled like Cary Grant's ashtray, threw my backpack on the bed, and entered the bathroom. The lights didn't work.

After working on the issue for an entire hour as I watched HGTV's "America's Next Top Designer", the manager informs me I need to switch rooms. I ask about a discount, and he blankly stared at me. But be not unimpressed, folks, because I pulled a full $3 discount from the guy!

I woke up at 12:00 and a rat ran across my room floor. I went back to sleep.

I woke up at 7:00 and walked to the dealership.

I waited 6 hours before they finally look at it and inform me that due to a freak accident deep inside the engine, the engine has completely seized up and is no longer functional. I begin to curse Albany under my breath.

We decide the best option for me to get home is via rental vehicle. After paying an arm and a leg because I'm not 25, I get a taxi to take me to the rental place where I pick up a cute little Cobalt.

I merge into traffic going with the flow of traffic WHEN A FREAKING COP PULLS ME AND ANOTHER GUY OVER SIMULTANEOUSLY. He was unimpressed with my sob story and gave me the speeding ticket. He said that even though everybody was going as fast as we were, we were the lucky two he got. I didn't even know if was possible to pull over two vehicles at the same time.

The rest of my ride home was fairly uneventful. My brother-in-law picked me up in Flint at the rental place and I finally got home around 3:30am.

The next day I get into my Jeep to drive down to Ohio to fly out to see my brother in Colorado.

My car won't start and I miss my flight.

It's true, folks, everything I touch falls apart. Luckily, I caught the next flight out, and now I'm in paradise!

"They" say that when it rains, it pours. "They" are usually wrong, but in this case, "they" are very right. I don't know who "they" are, but I'd like to kill them. Excuse me, "they".

We face these little tests everyday. Sometimes they come one at a time, but sometimes they come in 2's or 3's or 4's. I refuse to let my life be defined by these tests. Rather I hope that my life is defined in my response to them.

As I climbed Mt. Washington earlier in the week, I stopped above treeline to try and catch my breath. I was exhausted. I looked around me and saw incredible beauty- and then I looked down and saw that the largest plants on the ground were flowers a mere inch off the ground. Here is life in trying conditions- hardly any oxygen at all, but the mountain flower still pushes and manages to grow and hold on to whatever life it can. I was struck at how fragile life is, but how sovereign God is still above all of it. That flower groaned with all creation and found victory because of the strength its Creator gave it. It challenged the mountain- and won.

Will my response to difficult situations be to give up, or to challenge the mountains and win? When I realize that God is sovereign over everything, I can't let seized engines and midnight rats hold me down. He's given me the victory already.

But because I'm human, I'll probably keep asking why and further prove my difficulty in trusting my Creator. Oh that I could be like the mountain flower and just press on...


Monday, May 28, 2007

Oh, Racine...

So I'm with my HeartSong team in Racine, WI- mind you, you keen readers, you may recognize that I'm not even supposed to be on tour but am supposed to be wiping butts in Michigan, but alas, you are wrong. Check out our team xanga to keep up with us- http://www.xanga.com/heartsong1

We also have a myspace- http://www.myspace.com/heartsong1

We've been at a different church every night of the week so far for three weeks now except for Monday nights. It's a crazy schedule, but keeps everyone busy. Today is a very welcome day off- I'm on here, drinking coffee, and playing Guitar Hero at will. I can't tell you how awesome this tour has been people wise. God's used so many people I've run into and only had one conversation with to testify of God's grace and guidance in their lives- something that, right now in my life, I really need. People who have talked about being brought out of the spiritual desert- a man who told me his wife should have left him three times but sticks by him- a guy who's asking God why, and showing great faith while he trusts God for the answers- on and on I could go. I've met more encouraging people in three weeks of this tour than any other tour I've been on.

For those of you that don't know, I wasn't supposed to be on this tour. I got called into it two weeks before Summer tour. It's been an absolutely incredible ride as God's changed my plans and made everything fall into place so well. I could go on about it, but I won't. I only know that there must be a reason why I'm traveling- but I'm seeing that it wasn't because God wanted me to do great things, but because He wanted to do great things to exalt Himself.

Cool things.

We sang the thank you song in a Caribou Coffee and it started a relationship between a searching girl and a welcoming church.

We saw a Pastor ask forgiveness from his congregation for 4 months of spiritual apathy and cry as he publicly confessed sins.

God's run me into people dealing with things that I'm dealing with right now and used them to challenge and encourage me.

I love it.

Pray for our team as we have 7 weeks left!


Wednesday, March 07, 2007

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By Rich Mullins
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Not as strong as we think we are...

The song says it all...


We are frail
We are fearfully and wonderfully made
Forged in the fires of human passion
Choking on the fumes of selfish rage
And with these our hells and our heavens
So few inches apart
We must be awfully small
And not as strong as we think we are

And the Master said their faith was
Gonna make them mountains move
But me, I tremble like a hill on a fault line
Just at the thought of how I lost you
Oh, we are not as strong as we think we are

And if you make me laugh well I know
I could make you like me
Cause when I laugh I can be a lot of fun
But we can't do that I know that it is frightening
What I don't know is why we can't hold on
We can't hold on

When you love you walk on the water
Just don't stumble on the waves
We all want to go there somethin' awful
But to stand there it takes some grace
'Cause oh, we are not as strong
As we think we are


Monday, January 22, 2007

Just when I thought snow days were over...

When school is canceled, clinicals are canceled. Welcome to the return of the snow day.


Saturday, January 06, 2007

I watched Rocky Balboa (aka Rocky VI) tonight with my family- as expected, a great flick. Incredible fight at the end of the movie. However, my dad and I stuck around and watched Children of Men after- wow.

There are so many Biblical allusions in this film without ever quoting a verse of Scripture. Go watch it and imagine that you're watching the Nativity play out in the modern day. It will blow your mind. Why so many superlatives? Because they're true. It's based on a book by a Christian writer- but the director states that he tries to convey that our hope in this world lies in the next generation- not a supernatural being. Read Christianity Today's take on the film.



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